Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is there’s no one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I’ve lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me—

I just feel like giving up.

There’s a little bit of something of me in everything in you

In a few months my father becomes eligible for parole. This will be very interesting.

I have decided today that I will forever be at war with myself. It’s an everyday struggle. I wish sometimes I could be cold-hearted like I used to be but it’s just not in my system anymore.

When I look back at all the crazy fights we had, like some kind of madness was taking control. Now I have finally seen the light; and I have finally realized—-what you need.

Tell me is this real love or is it just madness that’s keeping us afloat?

We won’t get far
Flying in circles inside a jar
‘Cause the air we breathe
Is thinning with the words that we speak

That we speak
You and me
That we speak
You and me

You’re on the floor
Fearful of what’s outside your door
But the codes and keys
They can protect you
From the pangs of jealousy

When you scream
Love you see
Like a child
Throwing stones at the sky
When they fall back to earth
As minor chords of major works
Separate rooms of single life
We are one
We are alive

You hollow out my hungry eyes.

lunarvibrations:

That only gives me two days to come up with the money. If I can even get close to it I might (not sure though) be able to borrow some of the money from friends so really any amount of money helps, even if its just $1. I have a donate button on my blog and an etsy shop where I sell handmade…

Believe in me, sometimes the weak become the strong.

My best friend comes home from college in a few weeks. I couldn’t be more excited & happy :)

Thank you Michael for always being who you are & for always having my back. You mean more to me than you know.

4:40 AM. I can never catch a break.

I’m just so desperate for a change. I’ve never yearned for my life to be different this much, ever. I feel like there’s so many things I could be doing and I just feel like I’m useless. I’ve lost alot of people recently that I’m not too happy about but do I do anything about it? No. I don’t know why. Sometimes I just think everyone would be better off without me. I can’t even try to be happy anymore. I just feel like a bother, like a burden. Yesterday I was told that I’m “too emotional”. Am I? Or do I just not give a fuck anymore and let it out when need be? I’m not sure. Nothing used to break me and now everything does. Maybe I’m just tired. I’m too young to feel this old.